{"id":3275,"date":"2019-11-17T14:36:12","date_gmt":"2019-11-17T22:36:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/?p=3275"},"modified":"2019-11-17T14:36:19","modified_gmt":"2019-11-17T22:36:19","slug":"mood-swings","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2019\/11\/17\/mood-swings\/","title":{"rendered":"Mood Swings"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Helplessness, the inability to make a change, inability to make something different. Makes me think of the Neil Young song. &#8220;Leaves us helpless, helpless, helpless&#8221;.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Try to cope, to not be swallowed into the silence, to not cry for fear of touching another&#8217;s pain.  I understand why people go to religion, for relief.  And yet, in this world, in this life, I have been given so much opportunity, so much joy, so much to appreciate. The duality, the circle of life and death. the sorrow and the sweet memories.  I wish I could control my brain so i could dream what i want to see, so i can have the power to recreate that which is gone from this world.  Maybe I can. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Helplessness, the inability to make a change, inability to make something different. Makes me think of the Neil Young song. &#8220;Leaves us helpless, helpless, helpless&#8221;. Try to cope, to not be swallowed into the silence, to not cry for fear of touching another&#8217;s pain. I understand why people go to religion, for relief. And yet, in this world, in this&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2019\/11\/17\/mood-swings\/\" class=\"read-more\">Continue Reading<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[54],"tags":[195,180],"class_list":["post-3275","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-christine-amber","tag-babywego","tag-wego-the-doberman","cat-54-id"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4buGn-QP","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3275","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3275"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3275\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3276,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3275\/revisions\/3276"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3275"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3275"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3275"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}