{"id":2675,"date":"2015-05-26T20:15:11","date_gmt":"2015-05-27T03:15:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/?p=2675"},"modified":"2015-05-26T20:15:11","modified_gmt":"2015-05-27T03:15:11","slug":"i-am-so-torn-the-verge-of-tears","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2015\/05\/26\/i-am-so-torn-the-verge-of-tears\/","title":{"rendered":"I am so torn &#038; depressed; the verge of tears"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>all day. \u00a0I had a great ride on Neubee tonight. Thinking of the Buck clinic and getting the &#8220;day 3&#8221; ride. I did. He can be so good. He is not a bad horse at all. Then I got distracted by Brian and sat on Neubee and cut branches off the oak trees. \u00a0On tree three, the kid uphill next door who is building a metal kennel frame starts banging, WHAM, WHAM, WHAM, Brian had Neubee&#8217;s reins, Neubee spooks&#8230;..I throw the nippers in the grass&#8230;Neubee spooks again in place&#8230;for the second time. What is wrong with me????? Am I being unrealistic. Am I just trying to do too much too fast. \u00a0&#8230;&#8230; I thought blogging was all about dialoging&#8230;&#8230; where is the dialog, not on facebook? where ever? &#8230;&#8230;Doesn&#8217;t anyone want to help me&#8230;..,.aaaaaaaahhhhggggggggrrrrrrrrr<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>all day. \u00a0I had a great ride on Neubee tonight. Thinking of the Buck clinic and getting the &#8220;day 3&#8221; ride. I did. He can be so good. He is not a bad horse at all. Then I got distracted by Brian and sat on Neubee and cut branches off the oak trees. \u00a0On tree three, the kid uphill next&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2015\/05\/26\/i-am-so-torn-the-verge-of-tears\/\" class=\"read-more\">Continue Reading<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2675","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-christine-amber","cat-54-id"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4buGn-H9","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2675","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2675"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2675\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2676,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2675\/revisions\/2676"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2675"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2675"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2675"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}