{"id":2010,"date":"2013-12-03T19:22:57","date_gmt":"2013-12-04T03:22:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/?p=2010"},"modified":"2013-12-03T19:22:57","modified_gmt":"2013-12-04T03:22:57","slug":"who-am-i-really","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2013\/12\/03\/who-am-i-really\/","title":{"rendered":"who am i really?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This could be a very long blog. More than the obligatory &#8220;about&#8221;.<br \/>\nSometimes who i am is defined as what i do and i find myself more and more just being with Brian. This supersedes most everything. How vulnerable i have become to my darling husband. He doesn&#8217;t read my blog or my facebook, he says with a question &#8220;You do facebook?&#8221; And yet, that he may not be aware of these silly little intimacies that i share with you, he  is how i prioritize my time. So I am Brian&#8217;s wife above all, for better and worse, and how wonderful that things are on the up side of better for us. I am so thankful to the universe for all of our good fortune and all the fruits of our hard works.<br \/>\nSo, one thing i am thinking is: if you ever wonder why i don&#8217;t call, or why i don&#8217;t answer the phone, or why it takes so long for me to get back to you.<br \/>\nblame Brian, that is one of the wonderful things husbands are for. <div id=\"attachment_2011\" style=\"width: 310px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/oldphone-406.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2011\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/oldphone-406-300x168.jpg?resize=300%2C168\" alt=\"my prisoner\" width=\"300\" height=\"168\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2011\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/oldphone-406.jpg?resize=300%2C168&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/oldphone-406.jpg?w=648&amp;ssl=1 648w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-2011\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">my prisoner<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This could be a very long blog. More than the obligatory &#8220;about&#8221;. Sometimes who i am is defined as what i do and i find myself more and more just being with Brian. This supersedes most everything. How vulnerable i have become to my darling husband. He doesn&#8217;t read my blog or my facebook, he says with a question &#8220;You&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/2013\/12\/03\/who-am-i-really\/\" class=\"read-more\">Continue Reading<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-christine-amber","cat-54-id"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4buGn-wq","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2010"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2010\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2013,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2010\/revisions\/2013"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.equestriantraining.com\/wordpress1\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}